~Twstdblckrose

I've been going through somewhat of a struggle lately. Feeling under appreciated, disrespected, & taken for granted...It's even hard to write it out. I know I deserve better, yet I can't seem to pull myself away and just get it over with. Every time I think about ending it, something has to happen. Something, meaning, the timing is off, he does something nice, I feel guilty...it's just hard. I'm sure it'll be even harder when we go back to school & I'll constantly bump into him.

I need to feel loved again.

I'm finaaaaally back?

...yes, I am!

Summer has been good so far. I took a shakespeare course the first half, and I'm taking another class right now! No vacation...YET!! But hopefully I'll do something before the fall semester starts!!

Missed you guys & hope all is well! I'm going to try to update some more before I have to head back in Baltimore!

After sifting through about a gazillion deviations...I am finally done. Now onto the journals and whatnots... Maybe another night!

I apologize for not updating anything (in what seems like forever)...but I promise that when I get the chance, I will!

Life has been good so far, except for the fact that I'm already playing catch up on school work. It's only been the first two weeks of this semester. I'll get it done soon.

Other then that, I hope all is well!

Hey everybody! I hope you have an AMAZING new year! May your lives be filled with happiness and good health!

Don't party too hard tonight...but if you do, keep the motrin/tylenol/advil/whatever in reaching distance for tomorrow!!! You'll need it

I love you guys and be sure to make this, a new year to remember



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New Year's Resolutions:
1. Study Harder
2. Drink more water (no more soda!)
3. Eat chocolate in small amounts (hahaha!! I can do it )
4. Keep room clean at all times
5. Read more books
6. Get involved at the hospital
7. Do not curse
8. STUDYYY!
9. EXERCISEEEEEEEEE!!
10. Confront people when you have a problem with them.
11. Do not speed.
12. Do not buy things you will never use!
13. Do not buy things you absolutely, don't need.
14. Stop talking to psychos at school!!!!! They will get you nowhere in life. (except maybe the hospital)
15. ...STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow! I didn't realize it till I checked DA this morning.

Thank you guys so much for your comments, favs, views, notes...everything!! It truly means a lot! I really couldn't have done without you!!!!

I lub j00 all!